5th moon, umbralday 1580
Krile left a little while ago. She was loath to leave me alone, but really, I just want to think.
I have my memories back, now, or as many as I may ever get. I still don't remember anything before my 12th year, and I suspect I never will. The hole brings dark suspicions to my mind, but these memories can stay gone. After all, perhaps they never existed at all.